Been so depressed lately, since giving birth yesterday morning to my beautiful boy , I haven't had any contact with him…
Been so depressed lately, since giving birth yesterday morning to my beautiful boy , I haven't had any contact with him because he's in NICU for complications, as soon as he was born he was taken from me . And now he's transferred to another hospital far from me and he is finally off oxygen and a feeding tube and I can't be there to hold him and breast feed him because of my injuries during birth that caused me to have 4th degree lacerations.😥. I need to be with Kai and bond with him., Im praying I'll be able to take him home soon. Emotionally and physically this has been so hard on me..been in the hospital for a week now . And I'm so traumatized from my birth experience.all I do is wake up , cry and pump milk so I can have enough when I finally get to breast feed him. if it want for the support from my mom and Kai's father idk how I'd get through it all. I'm praying for Kai.❤❤❤❤
Kimberly ·
I didn't go through similar complications, but i do know how cruddy it is to have to wait seeing your own child. Right now, with you pumping you're doing the very best you can for your baby! I know it's hard, especially while recovering from the delivery, but your baby is in good hands and it will be amazing when you finally get to hold him and do kangaroo time with him!!
I had to wait 30 something hours before I could see my son in the nicu, it took even longer before I could hold him, but once I was able to it was the most amazing experience of my life. I pumped for his 7 week nicu stay and kept holding him every chance I could. Things might suck right now, but things will get better!!
Tamara Hector·
Мама сына-младенца
@kimberlyyyy_the-preemie-mom thank you so much. 💓 I try everyday to stay positive, I miss him and I really am praying he's healthy and strong enough to come home.with me..
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@mamabear22 praying!!
chelle berjus·
Мама четверых детей, беременна
Ohhh wowww I know your pain.... Stay strong and don't worry this time will go by soon. Why they couldn't keep him in a closer hospital so you can easily go see him whenever??? What is a 4th degree lacerations??
chelle berjus·
Мама четверых детей, беременна
Just looked up the 4thdegree lacerations... Omgosh the pain you are in plus not being able to be by your baby.... Sorry for that I pray you heal soon.. I never experienced any tears to know what that was. Woww you a strong woman... Stay encouraged!!! You will have your baby soon!!
Tamara Hector·
Мама сына-младенца
@mberjuste5 thank you so much my love ❤ that means a lot , it's been so hard on me physically nd emotionally
Tamara Hector·
Мама сына-младенца
@juliaschade41 thank you momma 💓