Today has been extremely hard and difficult for me 😢😢😢😢💔💔💔 . Today marks a Year since Heaven got a…

Today has been extremely hard and difficult for me 😢😢😢😢💔💔💔 . Today marks a Year since Heaven got a Angel 😇. I lost my best friend 👭 I lost my Role Modeler .I lost my Mother I thought my world 🌎 was over. I was so depressed. I didn't know where to turn or who to turn too. My husband 💏 was grieving over losing his Mother two days before. I tried to write I kept asking God 🙏 why 🤔 . I know they say you shouldn't question God 🙏 but I was so confused . I didn't know where to turn. I lost my Mother how was I supposed to Live ?. I seeked out professional help dealing with the lost of my Mother in law and my Mother. I am still in counseling to cope with their death. I am trying my hardest to stay strong 💪 like my Mother in law and my Mother was. But I often find myself breaking down 😢😢😢. I am keeping these two in my memories and making sure our children know who y all were. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about my Mother in law and my Mother. I miss them both 😢😢😢😢💔💔💔. I hope one day I am able to see them again. On May 23, 2016 I lost my best friend my backbone my Everything she was my world and my Mother in law and on May 25, 2016 I lost my best friend my backbone my Everything she was my world and Role Model my Mother. Loosing both these wonderful caring supportive loving Mothers. Please keep me in your prayers 🙏🙏🙏🙏 during this tough time 😢😢💔💔