Feeling defeated. I had my 39 week apt this morning and she isn't going to induce me like she said a…

Feeling defeated. I had my 39 week apt this morning and she isn't going to induce me like she said a few weeks ago. I'm 2cm dilated and 50% effaced. I'm just beyond done. I need this baby out, I'm exhausted, can barely eat, my body is killing me, I just don't want to be pregnant anymore. This has been by far my most difficult pregnancy and I can't wait for it to be over so I don't have to do it again. 😭