I just really don't c how it's fair like my bd there for all his other kids n all his other kids…

I just really don't c how it's fair like my bd there for all his other kids n all his other kids life's n the Mamas life but it's like fuck me n my baby like my baby really gotta grow up with out knowing it's real daddy this is so hard for me especially since it's so early on like he didn't even flake out in the middle of my pregnant but the beginning smh