
Hey everyone!
It's been a very long time but i wanted to update a few of you on my journey.
I am no longer with Joel's father. He is not present in his life. I have a new man that is a great addition to the family and Joel loves him. I'm 175 Pounds. (Pre-Pregnancy 230lbs). I have a stable job and everything seems to be together. I'm hoping to move out of this terrible city soon. (more pics coming)
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

I'm such a sucker for these!! Unfortunately I'm rocking the baby to sleep and I have no clue what color my underwear is. I'll have to get back to ya'll!!
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?