Well Thursday will be the last time I step foot in my home... well this house. The majority of my…
Well Thursday will be the last time I step foot in my home... well this house. The majority of my things are pretty much ready to go, I just need to see how many trips it will take. (It's 70ish miles each way) I've been keeping the house maintained so it will be just a matter of upkeep. My daughter will only be staying with me throughout summer so all she needs is her clothes and gaming system. The longer I stay here the more I wish he would just ask me to stay, but that's not happening. It's for the best. It's gonna be an interesting and emotional week.
Dee E·
Мама четверых детей, беременна
@lola-tx you most certainly are a strong woman
Delores Monter·
Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого
@dee_02dee, thank you mama! You're always so positive 😘
Dee E·
Мама четверых детей, беременна
@lola-tx there are many things that are hurtful/painful but a broken heart.....speaks for itself. Sometimes I feel my relationship will end up the same and I will go through the very same. I....honestly don't know if I'd be able to survive it. I look up to you and I hope that day never comes but nothing is ever promised. If you EVER need someone I am here for you.
Delores Monter·
Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого
@dee_02dee, awe, thank you! It's nice having this app where for the most part we understand being a mom and SO. I hope you never have to go through what I'm going through, but if you would I'm positive you would be ok. The beginning is scary, I'm scared shitless but I'm even more scared of staying because I have no idea what's in store for me when I leave but on the flip I know exactly what life will be if I stay. I get stuck in this revolving door of emotions and focus on all I'm losing, but I know my loss will eventually turn into a blessing. I told my soon to be ex husband just yesterday that I know something good has to come out of all this pain. Whether it be strength or learning patience or maybe a wonderful man, but the only way to get there is by feeling this pain. With god by my side and women like you with beautiful hearts, I know I got this 😘❤️
Dee E·
Мама четверых детей, беременна
@lola-tx thank you for shinning light on to something that can seem endlessly dark. You can't be more right. It's easy to forget how god has our backs when it hurts so bad.