where is the guy I fell in love with the guy I wanted to b married to and b the father of my kids?…

where is the guy I fell in love with the guy I wanted to b married to and b the father of my kids? in the past year everything had changed do much. thid past month has been the worst. hoping hid family can help him cause I would hate for daughter to grow up with out a father bug something has to change before he can see her.