Had a rough day yesterday and a rough night sleep. One minute I seem to be ok and the next I'm in tears thinking about how close I was to losing my husband, my baby, and my life and than my other three kids were close to not having us. Every time I see cars braking I get scared. I don't understand why I'm freaking out and getting scared. I didn't think I would feel this way because everyone is safe and we are all still here!!!