I have a choice to make & either choice will alter my life forever. I don't know what to do and I'm…

I have a choice to make & either choice will alter my life forever. I don't know what to do and I'm scared for what they may do to my current relationships yet I'm excited to see what the future holds. I'm heartbroken that I'll never be able to come back home, but I'm intrigued to see what my new home entails. I don't know what to do.