😢 not feeling good, and I have so much on my mind. & im hungry and I don't have a car to go anywhere. Don't want to spend money, but nothing here that I want to eat. & to get what I want I either have to spend a bunch of money,or work on someone else's time. Sigh... this day didn't go the way I wanted it to and I just want to relax, eat something good and be with my man. But I can't do any of those things. 😞 everyone says take care of yourself, do what makes you happy. But I ends up just seeming irresponsible... don't know what to do, momma is not a happy camper right now. 😓 I don't want to go to sleep hungry.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
I lost my appetite everything I go to eat I don't want it just not appetizing to me what do I do 😫
So my bf just beat the hell out of my dog and idk what to do now. I want to leave but don't have my paper yet to take my dog with me anywhere I go

Took this lastnight...and I'm not sure how I should feel. I've made a terrible mistake by having sex so soon after having a baby but it has made such a precious thing. I really don't want to have an abortion but my Fiancé does. I understand why he wants to go that route but I just would feel absolutely terrible about doing that. I cried all night...I really don't know what to do. PLEASE NO JUDGING IM ONLY POSTING THIS FOR SUPPORT.