my so decided yesterday to get on one knee and ask me to marry him. this is the second time he has…

my so decided yesterday to get on one knee and ask me to marry him. this is the second time he has done this. our wedding date was set for may 5th 2017 but I told him let's wait and see wat happens. so he decides to come to my work. and say something to my coworker and she told him to go ahead and do it. so he told me he loved me and I asked him wat did he want. and he gave me a kiss then got down on one knee and asked me again. my first engagement ring from him I threw at him and I told him I was done and now it is in the woods. this time he seen an old ring of mine sitting on the table I the living and decided to ask me again and he told me I will get another one soon when the financial situation straightens out. I know I'm not the same person that he fell in love with last year nor bak in 6th grade but for him to ask me 3 different times as we keep pushing our date. makes me happy that he still wants to b with. no matter how many times I have hit him or threw a fit or broke something and told him I was done and wasn't coming bak. but I realize I can't stand not having him with me. he still always finds a way to make things up to me even if it just holding me while I cry and letting everything out. but damn he gets on my nerves somedays. and somedays I wish we was the same as we was last year. but I'm glad we aren't cause he was on drugs bad when we got bak together and I helped him change that. and as time gets closer to having our little girl the more I want him to b home and cuddle with me but can't make money that way. he has decided that he wants me to b a stay at home mom till baby girl is in school.