So my first Mother's Day with Luca had a horrible start. Filled with a super ugly cry because Luca…

So my first Mother's Day with Luca had a horrible start. Filled with a super ugly cry because Luca has been horribly fussy and I have just about had it. I feel awful about being frustrated with him but i know it will eventually get better. I love this sweet baby boy even when he's not having me. No gift could ever amount to the blessing of motherhood. Even when it kicks your ass. It was a long and hard journey to have this little boy so I just have to remind myself that when Luca is screaming bloody murder lol