Separated from my bf yesterday after couple counseling went array. It wasn't verbal but I'm sure it…

Separated from my bf yesterday after couple counseling went array. It wasn't verbal but I'm sure it was implied cuz I just left him and went home right after and have ignored his calls and text. Like my momma said , I NEED to be strong, I'll get through this and she's right I've been dealing with a lot of stress this WHOLE pregnancy with him ,he's made this pregnancy a bad experience honestly and I'm just ready to be alone .if it doesn't concern Kai there's no reason to have conversations. I'll have my mom with me in the delivery room , hopefully my best friend too so I'll be okay . I don't want him there til after Kai is born cuz I don't want any stress during child birth. I just want it to be a positive experience for me .all I care about is my baby boy arrival any minute now an myself .I'm struggling now financially but really looking forward to going to college cuz I know if I push myself and do my best me and Kai will have the best life possible. 💗💗💗 I'm not depending on any man ever again , not for love , comfort or anything of that nature. It's time for me to stand on my own and find my own happiness through myself.