I've gotten over of why I don't like my in law. I prayed and prayed because really I don't know…

I've gotten over of why I don't like my in law. I prayed and prayed because really I don't know what's going on with her but nor I care now. She's been living with me, can't work cause of her back, but she's using everything that we have. Like the fucking decency is just put in gas because you used our last of it and we keep getting you shit. Cmon now! Why does my husband need to spend money on you if you can't even help with the small things? I e watching Jr, broom when YOU make a mess, or put in gas. I don't care for what you eat. You eat your shit I eat mine. But why are you freeloading and why is my husband taking it?! Just cause the kids are here besides his own doesn't mean shit. She's comfortable. But tell me. How do you help besides complaining ? Fucking a