Ok... anymore sleepless nights without naps during the day then momma will be sleep deprived. Daddy…

Ok... anymore sleepless nights without naps during the day then momma will be sleep deprived. Daddy is the one working but when home and on days off - he doesn't really let me sleep and doesn't want to take care of baby unless I'm awake with him. Even when baby sleeps I can't. And at nights he doesn't even help calm her down for me while I pump.

I have to tend to the house, tend to daddy, tend to the baby, etc. I would sleep or nap when baby sleeps but by that time I'm wide awake no matter if I lay down for a long time.

I think I'm sick too. Stuffed nose, bad cough, back pain, and dying to rest. Ugh..

Good news though, hubby's sister is paying me to clean her house so now I can start saving up for a bigger place. It will take alot of time to save up but it's a start. Whatever works! I do love being a mom...I just wish hubby would help like he should. I kinda feel like a single mom who's ex is helping paying for everything along with letting me stay at his place.