I'm just really hurt that my SO is so selfish and doesn't see how much I do or think of him but yet…

I'm just really hurt that my SO is so selfish and doesn't see how much I do or think of him but yet he can't go to church once with me or just think of doing something for me.. I bet he won't even make something with Violet for me for my first Mother's Day, that would seriously mean the world to me even if it's just a home made card with her handprints or something.. 😔😔