I'm such a mess. I want to enjoy this last pregnancy but with the way things are going it's not…

I'm such a mess. I want to enjoy this last pregnancy but with the way things are going it's not going to happen... I'm strong one minute, weak and depressed the next... I want my husband, but do I? If I really want him I can have him, but that means everything goes back to the way things were before. I need my man right now because I'm so hormonal, I want to snuggle with the man I feel at home with. I can already tell that it's me that's going to give in to his demands if I don't stay strong, but if I stay strong I don't have MY man when I really need him.