@cb958805, thank you. You are very sweet. Your prayers are appreciated. God has a plan for all of us. My life is great and i have beautiful healthy daughter. Being a pregnant again was also a blessing and a struggle at the same time (financially, my father is dying and I need to work). I believe all things happen for a reason. I am still upset bc it's hard to feel like your body hasn't failed you. I have a great support network.