Hello everyone So I have a situation and it tends to hurt me every now and than. My daughters father…

Hello everyone

So I have a situation and it tends to hurt me every now and than.

My daughters father and I was dating and was good for the first 3 months of my daughters birth but than started cheating on me constantly. Our situation got to the point that legal action had to be taken , he hasn't seen my daughter since she was 4 months ( she's 9 months now ). I tend to think about him a lot , and wish the family thing worked but it didn't and I know I can't force it. This is both our first child and he has not done nothing since she was 3 months old. I miss him and hate him all together. I just want him to be able to at least see her but him and I can't speak to each other , but he has ways to check for my daughter but he hasn't, AT ALL.

My mind is all over the place.