Today is our middle son's birthday. He would have been 5. I used to dream about how he would have…

Today is our middle son's birthday. He would have been 5. I used to dream about how he would have looked as a toddler...I imagined curly blonde hair and big blue eyes.

And I see that same little boy in my rainbow baby as he grows up. It's amazing, how much alike the boy I imagined and this one in front of me are. Everything happens for a reason and I believe big brother TJ has been watching out for our little guy since day #1.

Forever in my heart, Thomas Jr. ❤❤❤Happy Birthday.

This is Harrison, our miracle baby born at 23weeks. 1lb 5oz and our light and joy. 19 months actual (15 months adjusted)