I HAVE NEVER BEEN MORE LIVID I had a chance to share my birth story (which was extremely painful and…

I HAVE NEVER BEEN MORE LIVID

I had a chance to share my birth story (which was extremely painful and emotional for me) on a mom site. Long story short, I had a life threatening pregnancy with my first and she spent time in the NICU. I didn't get to see or hold her the first 3 days of her life because I was confined to my hospital bed recovering from the illness and exhausting birth..eventually I did get to see her and hold her after a few days of patiently waiting. I was forced to go home without her. I cried every day. Visited her every second I was allowed because my NICU had visiting hours. I cried every time they told me I had to leave. AND SOME RUDE ASS BITCH has the BALLS to tell me I made a choice to leave my baby?! Are you mental?! Consider yourself BLESSED to have a NICU that let you spend every second with your baby because I would've KILLED for that privilege! How dare you judge me when you have no idea what you're talking about. I would NEVER judge another mom for the choices they have to make when it comes to their babies without asking about the situation first. IM SHAKING IM SO PISSED 😡 writing that brought up very painful and traumatic memories for me and I'll be damned if some woman tries to tell me what I shitty mother I am for leaving my baby in the NICU and going home without her when I had absolutely ZERO choice 😤😤😤