It took me so long to make my daughter public that my facebook memories still dont show me anything…

It took me so long to make my daughter public that my facebook memories still dont show me anything about her. Its so hard to think i didnt want to attach myself too much to her thinking any minute she woud stop fighting and leave me empty handed. Watching your child fight for their life because your body failed you is heartbreaking even after it has passed. Just as its hard to think about; its hard being reminded of it . Every year from April to July is hard on me. Harder than i ever thought it would. I thought once i brought her home i could put it behind me. But every beep of a machine, every time i drive past the hospital, brings it all back.