My daughter keeps me on my ties but i love her more than anything in this world. Shes the only thing…

My daughter keeps me on my ties but i love her more than anything in this world. Shes the only thing that brings me so much happiness. Only problem thats making me depressed after having her is my boyfriend and relationship. Hes helped with her and hes better with her than i ever expected. But i at most spent 4 hours away from her for an appointment since shes been born and came home balling my eyes out. He sleeps throughout the night when im awake with her, he has a second to play a game , he has the freedom to drive to visit his family qnd and thats no problem him getting ready for. I dont want time away from my daughter, what i want is to just wake up and cuddle in the morning with him, to take simple drives to the store as a family, go for a walk as a family, visit MY family (that he still barley knows after two years) and have them meet Olivia. Do stuff together as a family... Thats all..😔.