Mine and my boyfriends 1 year anniversary is the 7th but he has to work.. So im surprising him Friday :) I've got a room at a hotel with a king sized bed and a hot tub jacuzzi. I'm doing the whole rose petals across the room and in a heart on the bed :) I'm so excited, I've been saving money for months for this.
Tmi!! So I'm laying in bed and next thing I know, I'm completely soaked with white clear liquidy looking stuff with some blood! Is that normal for only being 13 weeks. I've been cramping off and on all day and I'm freaking out.
Having some pretty intense constant lower back pain and maybe super light contractions. But can't tell because the back pain is way over powering contractions so I'm walking around my room to see if they get worse.
Moms ...is your kids allowed in your bed/room? Why or why not?
I'm currently 19 weeks and two days. I'm No longer with my child's father, we don't even have contact with one another. I've lost excitement for this whole pregnancy, I feel Like I'm going to fail my son. I've lost my appetite and spend most days in bed. I'm so depressed. I've been trying to stay positive but it's become so hard. I have no one to talk too, I feel so alone and I'm going through it alone. Everything is catching up with me and I don't know if it's my hormones or what but it hurts so bad. I am broken, completely.
