How Can I Overcome My Deep Depression and Isolation?

@xomommahicksxo I have told that I need a break from everything but no one will ever watch our kids for a few hours..

The only reason I haven't gone through with it is because of them...

I felt this way at the begging of my pregnancy my whole life took like a whole 360 turn I lost all my friends I wasn't cool enough to go out with anymore since I couldn't drink I was stuck at home 24/7 unless I had to work I would sit in my room all day depressed I was ganna get put on depression meds but somehow I pulled through it and now I'm a week away from having my very first baby girl.. stay strong girly you will be ok remember those lil ones need you and love you 💕 best wishes..

I know how you feel mama. I have no friends as well and haven't for a while. I mean i have "facebook friends" we all know how that is. Seems like everyone is just nosey. Thw way i found out i was pregnant with my first is because i tried to kill myself abd went to the hospital and was told i was pregnant & that definitely changed me. That told me i was meant to be here to be a mother. I sometimes still get very depressed then look at my baby girl and i could NEVER leave her in that way and i am pregnant again with another baby girl. Life os rough and some people don't understand how hardnot is to be a stay at home mom.... With no friends and no family just a kid to talk too. It gets old sometimes and i def understand where i are coming from. My bf and i of almost 4 years broke up for 3 months. Like 6 months ago and i found out i was pregnant again when we were broken up and that mde me wanna kill myself cuz i was alone. Not really because inhad my daughter.. But i didnt have that adult interaction. Life is crazy. Please i am here for you and so are your babies. Message me if needed anytime. Xo

You need help, mama. You need to talk to a doctor. That is a serious issue. When my daughter was first born, I had horrible, horrible depression. I actually ended up attempting suicide because I was too embarrassed to ask for help. I spent 5 days in the ICU and a week in a mental health unit. Before that, I actually ran away. I was gone for 2 days before coming home bc I didn't know where else to go.

Your babies NEED you, mama. Just as much as you need them. They would be completely lost without you. Please talk to someone before you do something to yourself. I don't remember it, but everyone said when I was in the ICU, all I did was ask for my daughter, and the entire time I was gone, all she did was cry.

@scurlock.mommy I've been to therapy for two years it hasn't really helped

@aburch1527 Therapy never helped me much either, but I also wasn't completely honest with them about how i felt lol. Have you tried medications? I know your thing says you're pregnant, but I think there are still a few you can take. What you really need is a break. I know it's hard when everyone always seems conveniently busy when you ask them to watch the kiddos, though. That's how it always is for us. Even maybe just make your SO watch them and you take an hour or two for yourself. Just something.

I do not know you at all, but I'm going to message you my number. Call me or text me anytime. Please just talk to someone. Your children need you. Don't let then grow up with out their mother. If you need to go out and hang with someone. I'm here. Need to go out to the bar. In here. Need to just get out and talk to someone. I'm here. We don't know each other, but let me get to know you and become your friend. Please. This is a cry for help and I hear you and I'm here to help you love.

@scurlock.mommy I've tried a couple medications before getting pregnant with my 2nd and they made me lose all my emotions and become pretty much a robot.. I've been diagnosed with depressed, PTSD (I was abused for 3 years prior to my husband), and borderline personality disorder.. I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.. I wouldn't​ be able to go through with it because while I wish it would all end my husband would have no clue how to take care of our babies on his oen

Message me if you want to talk. I've been there multiple times.