Okay rant time..... Me and my husband work full time, I'm on first and he is on second. That way our sons don't have to have a babysitter. Well I haven't kept up with the house work and I know my fault last thing I wanna do is come straight home and do house work instead of a nap or time with my boys. But I guess my husband thought the same thing. But after work he was suppose to help me.... I guess two hours at Wal-Mart and every thing he has to try to get done at mid night is note important grrrrrr.... Anything to get out of house work, now usually he is usually good about house work but I guess we both have been lacking haha. Still thou team work here.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I know this sounds sooo fkedup but sometimes i wanna get into a bad accident so my husband sees exactly all the things i do ... and how wrong he is by saying i don’t do enough ( not in those words but the jist of it ) anyway .... i think this all the time . Maybe then he will think differently .
My husband takes his cousin girlfriend to work. Should I be worried about the FEMALE coming on to my husband?
Ever have a bad gut feeling about your husband ? Like he doing something he shouldn’t or whatever ?
I broke down at my moms house today ... because of the debt we owe and Passover is coming and it’s a very expensive holiday ... it was just way too much .... my mom i guess told my brother that I’m suffering and he called me over and asked me why i didn’t just ask for help, and offered to help when i need it . And gave me basically 4K to help for the month and if i need more to ask ... now one thing about me , is that i will suffer silently and won’t ask for help.... I’ve always been that way. ...