I am so scared of what my future holds right now... he just came by to grab a few of his tools from…

I am so scared of what my future holds right now... he just came by to grab a few of his tools from the shed and said he'd be back this weekend to get the rest of his stuff... as much as I know I don't want him, I still want him to love me... all I ever wanted was to be loved by him. He doesn't say anything about my pregnancy or the bills, he is completely washing his hands of all responsibility. I am shattered that I'm not enough to fight for. I know this feeling of emptiness will eventually fade, but for now I sit and reflect on how I wish things could have been different 😔