I'm 2cm dilated 40/50% effaced. I have a 40% chance of going into labor by My next appointment which…

I'm 2cm dilated 40/50% effaced. I have a 40% chance of going into labor by My next appointment which is Thursday and if I want we can talk about inducing me before/after my due date then!! Baby #2 will be here soon and I feel sooo unprepared 😰

I thought me and the hubby would be living together again by now but we aren't and all I wanna do is cry!!! I'm starting to stress out hardcore now.....