I love the silence and just sitting up with my hands on my belly feeling him move around. I love that I know what he's using (hands or feet) or what position he's in. That motherhood bond and maternity instinct everyone talks about is so real I know my son and I haven't even held him in my arms yet. The anticipation is crazy I just am so eager and desperate to hold my nugget. My pregnancy hasn't been bad aside from the few weeks of morning sickness and I understand I still have some time to go. I'm enjoying and tolerating every small ache and small pain because I know it'll be worth it in the end. He's worth everything. I can not wait to hold him. I love my son and I swear on everything I'm going to be the best mama I can be. ❤
@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer.
My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk out...
My son has passed.. I didn't get the chance to hold him yet and he's passed
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

is it wrong to be frustrated that my daughter acts like she can't do certain things with out my help. she plays dumb a lot and I wish I could be like no girl show what you know. she acts like she can't trace or match shapes so shes ask for "mommy finger" to help her so I barely hold her hand and she magically can do it but if I dont hold her hand she just scribbles and acts like she doesnt know
the pic is how she traces when I'm "helping her" otherwise it'll just be scribbles all over the page