Woke up and having a hard start to the day already!!! Feeling so shitty about myself 😔I just wish I didn't have…

I know it's hard to see the light but it is there and resting inside you behind the pain reach for it and I mean reach because pain is heavy ,try thinking about what makes you smile with each painful thought that comes in your baby's smile ,the fact that you can get up to do things, it gets crazy for every mom we all have those days and times when you of REALLY?😖 I have six 1-10 sometimes 7 if you include my hubby lol ,but it does get better look deep into who you are a and the awesome that's in there ,it's in there we all have it were moms lol , My husbands not much of a talker either and hates saying he's wrong or apologizing their from Mars lol cause they seem to think really differently at times. I wish you a great day and hope it's filled with the love and light you need to get back up on those Awsome feet of yours.mom to mom ☯

Thank you @teawithtia888, it's so hard to go on with the day when my day just started bad. I always have to wake up in the morning saying it's going to be a good day. It's so tuff I just wish I was normal I hate feeling like this!!! My depression/anxiety is the devil that I try to fight every day and I'm so tired of fighting it everyday!!! I feel so stupid because I have no one to talk too and I try to talk to my mom and out of all people you figured your mom would be there for you and she isn't she just looks at me like I'm crazy and that this whole thing with me feeling the way I do is stupid and pretty much for me to get over it. The only time I feel that she cares a little is when she is telling my family but than I sit here and say does she care or does she just want me families attention that they will give her.

@mommy_of_04, i have anxiety an depression too and a headache an i feel like crap today too

@sixplusones, I'm sorry to hear that and I hope you feel better today

Well our moms might be twins lol, I've struggled with that too having to accept who my mom is and my friend or a person who I can talk just isn't one of them ,I do the same thing I say this is gonna be a good day !!!! But challenges don't hear me I guess I know it's hard and can feel just nuts at times trying to figure it all out , I'm here if you wanna talk I left out yest to talk with my sis in law because I needed to vent and gain some clarity .I believe it darkest before the light ,there may be some changes coming you've been waiting for good ones and through this hard time your going strength try and take you days step by step celebrate Little victories like laundry, dinner and what's not done try not to stress it it'll get done that's how i try and make my day a bit easier

Thank you for all your kinds words, I appreciate it!!! @teawithtia888,