I know we're separating but why is it ok for him to feel he can stay out all night? It's 620am on a…

You should not be crying or being stressed. Your baby doesn't need that nor your other kids see you like that. If I were you I would just play it all cool let him do what it do, don't even let him see that you are bothered by it because he's going to get what's coming to him. Yes school may be still in but there is the weekend I would just start getting out and going places even if it's not far away just leave with you and your babies and get away from the stress!

Why are you all still living under same roof right now?

And it's not ok.. Just damn disrespectful

@my3babies, it's so much easier said than done. He makes the money and holds it. I only get what he basically wants to give me... he has always had some kind of control over me that I cannot explain. I think being that I've been with him since I was 15 and I'm 35 now. On April 28 we would have been together 20yrs... we've had separations through those years but still. We live together because we tried to work it out in November and I got pregnant, my youngest is 10 and when my husband and I separated I got off birth control and that 1st weekend together I got pregnant. This house is an hour and 30 minutes from my family so I can't go back and forth for the kids school and I just transferred them back in November

Oh okay.. That's understandable, that's a lot and I'm so sorry that you have to go thru that. I hope that you all could try to make it work again, and if not maybe it's for the best. But I pray it does . God knows what's best and in marriage God can come and show out!! Turn everything around just ask in prayer. But I do believe that if you had to move you would be okay it will work out, God will provide. Trust I was in the same boat but not as many years but same reactions same thing you going thru. But I made it out thank God and you will too 😘

@my3babies, thank you sweetie. I pray god points me in the right direction. Sometimes it's as clear as day what we should do but we still do what we want...