This first year of motherhood i have been very lucking in being able to use the restroom alone and…

This first year of motherhood i have been very lucking in being able to use the restroom alone and in peace. Today Gabriela stood in the loving room screaming while i was in the restroom, i left the path clear and the door open so she could follow if she wanted to (she's been clingy today) but instead, i peed while she screamed bloody murder because i left the room. I dont think im ready for this.