Well today he was here all day, then as soon as my kids were walking home from the bus stop him and…

Well today he was here all day, then as soon as my kids were walking home from the bus stop him and his guys left... no word. No I'll be back later, much less where he'd be. Guess what.. he's still not home 😒I'm not sad, or mad... I'm kind of numb, like I feel that I've given up, but I'm not sure yet. I could cry, but why?! We are not friends on Facebook, but went creeping on his page, I can't see anything he posts, but he posts a lot and takes tons of selfies. Seen a girl post a kissy face on his recent profile pic and I didn't go off... I was able to stay calm, which is not me at all.(there was a back and forth flirty sticker bs between them) the messed up part is our daughter can see that. (They are fb friends) He has a lot of female friends, of course they all don't know the real him though, all they see is his religious posts, they probably think he's a catch and I'm sure he says I'm the bitch. I need to do something with my life before I stick around because he financially supports me. Sorry so long ladies 😔