My oldest baby turns 18 this Friday. He lives at home still but I hardly ever see him. He's always at school, playing…

My oldest baby turns 18 this Friday. He lives at home still but I hardly ever see him. He's always at school, playing baseball, or with his friends or girlfriend or over at his dads. He basically just comes home to sleep nowadays. I miss him being close to me so much. He graduates high school next month... 😪 He's pretty much a man now and has his own life. I don't know how parents do it. How we let go and let them live their lives without it bothering us. I often find myself resenting his girlfriend as horrible as that seems.. I just want my baby back I guess. ~ sorry just needed to vent.