I feel lame cause I have no forense or anyone to talk to but here it is lol I really want to do…

I feel lame cause I have no forense or anyone to talk to but here it is lol I really want to do things with my life I want to start going to church and go to the classes and everything.. Also I want have another baby.. we have 3 boys right now and our youngest is going to be 5 I don't want to be an old lady when my boys are in school but my husband doesn't really wanna talk about it..