I don't know what's changed in me in the last few years, but I feel like I'm a much more fearful…

I don't know what's changed in me in the last few years, but I feel like I'm a much more fearful person than I used to be. I don't really like it much. It feels like to live with fear is to live without faith. Gonna have to do some soul searching on this one... life's too short to waste time being only half way in.