Feel like I'm never going to get married 😒I've been engaged for almost 4 years and we have only talked about it twice. It's like the most awkward thing ever to bring up. I love him to death. We've been living together for 6 years it feels like we're already married. I don't know why we just haven't gotten it done by now. Whenever I asked in the past he would say I'd ruin his taxes. Which felt like an excuse. I don't feel like I should even be engaged if we aren't working on our way towards being married. It doesn't bother me and normally I'm not one of those girls who obsesses about getting married but from time to time it really bothers me. I don't want to be his fiancée forever. I'd be nice to be his wife. Have a different last name. Same as my children.