My whole life i wanted to be a mom, and i always knew i wanted my kids to be close in age. When my…

My whole life i wanted to be a mom, and i always knew i wanted my kids to be close in age. When my first pregancy and delivery was as traumatic as it was, i told myself i never wanted to go through it again. However little by little as this year has gone by and i saw my little girl thrive, it ate away at my decision to never do it again. In the last few weeks i have truely realized that life is too short for me to be afraid. After a lengthy discussion with my husband we decided to stop BC and try again. I am both terrified and excited at the same time.