When you have this horrible feeling like you failed your baby. I relize Saturday something was wrong…

When you have this horrible feeling like you failed your baby. I relize Saturday something was wrong with him but his daddy said I was being paranoid so he said to wait until his appointment today. We'll I know now I was right in my feeling something was wrong. My poor baby has an ear infection. For the second time in his 8 month life. I feel so bad for not sticking to how I felt and taking him to the hospital. If I would of he would not have been so cranky the last few days and he would already be on the meds he needs to feel better😭😭😭😭