
Today was jammed packed with stuff I'm not sure Alexander even cared for. We went to the park, fed the goose and ducks, took a walk to the pond for lunch, then to the playground, he played in the sand, we went to the zoo, body painted and drew wth side wall chalk. He participated but didn't have many smiles or giggles. Nothing to show he really was interested. Even at the zoo. He would make several animal sounds but didn't have a smile to tag along. His temper has gotten pretty bad too. It's kind of tiring. He's always hitting me when I try to help him or scream and cry and kick every single time I change his diaper. I love him so much but it's hard not to let this get under my skin or hurt my feelings.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

We are having a terrible past few days. His bilirubin levels are 14.1 and I guess 15 is too high so he is being treated for 24 hours under the lamp for a prevention measure I guess. I haven't caught a break at all in this whole thing and it's really wearing on me. I cried the whole time they put the little eye mask on him and he was crying. It's hard that I can't do anything about it, I gave him a paci for the first time because I didn't know what else to do to help soothe him. I didn't even wan...
Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄
Not sure if I'm being just mean or what. But my SO used $160 from me this morning. I gave him my bank card because he needed $60 to get material for work. His boss was going to give it back to him at the end of the day. So instead of $60 he took out $160. Which I was a little pissed. (One of the reasons I just can't let him use my card. I have to go get the money from the atm myself if I'm giving it to him) then, to...
need suggestions....
So at work we have a drink thief. Any time we put a drink in the fridge it disappears. I swear I know who it is. So far he's taken drinks from everyone that works in the office, we even put a sign to not take anything you didn't pay for and wrote our names on the drinks. The person I think is taking them works out of the office so we never get to see who is drinking them.
@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer.
My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk out...