Today was jammed packed with stuff I'm not sure Alexander even cared for. We went to the park, fed the goose and ducks, took a walk to the pond for lunch, then to the playground, he played in the sand, we went to the zoo, body painted and drew wth side wall chalk. He participated but didn't have many smiles or giggles. Nothing to show he really was interested. Even at the zoo. He would make several animal sounds but didn't have a smile to tag along. His temper has gotten pretty bad too. It's kind of tiring. He's always hitting me when I try to help him or scream and cry and kick every single time I change his diaper. I love him so much but it's hard not to let this get under my skin or hurt my feelings.