Yesterday was my appointment, the ultrasound went some what okay, they trouble trying to find the sex of the baby, she…
Yesterday was my appointment, the ultrasound went some what okay, they trouble trying to find the sex of the baby, she said maybe a girl and the other doctor said girl too maybe. Ughhhhhh I don't want to start buying pink then later on they saying boy. I'm going to but yellow and white etc.... The reason for them not being able to know for sure bc of her legs she kept moving hiding etc. Soooooo hopefully they guess right bc if we having a girl I have to do a lot of shopping bc all my girls clothes they had while a baby I been gave away or donated. Even my one year old son, alot of his old clothes I gave away. I was thinking I wasn't going to get pregnant anytime soon. I was on the pill, me and my hubby barely did sex bc of fear lol and sometimes we even used condoms just In case. Plus my hubby was like We are not having any more kids for a while or never again bc GOd knows what I can handle blah blah blah, plus four is all I want blah blah hahaha. December came around and I missed my period ughhh as soon as o missed I already knew b4 taking the test. I already knew I was pregnant 😕😕.well they are a blessing, I just question God sometimes why me lol... I do t feel like Im a good parent even through ppl say no Michelle you super mom blah blah you r good parent 😕😑😑😑.Well I'm done ranting