my days are spent awake, alone, doing chores while being on call for both bf and baby when they cry…

my days are spent awake, alone, doing chores while being on call for both bf and baby when they cry for me😒 then I spend my nights alone because my daughter obviously goes to bed and I can't stay up for the life of me, so my bf games all night long.while i do school work( which he should do too) and or sleep. all I can do is wish for shit I don't have. I need some kind of support 😥 no friends, no family, its all just me who cares about me.