My baby sitter is still M.I.A and I have appointments tomorrow. And my work week starts wed night.…

My baby sitter is still M.I.A and I have appointments tomorrow. And my work week starts wed night. There is so much on my mind I don't know what I'm going to do. The old me would just break down and cry. But the new mother me is very calm almost too calm. I'm think my whole life is about to change and I may need to look in to options possibly part time work. With school and or a new job that pays a little more where I can work less. I need to find out if there is any assistance I can qualify for to at least get me through just one year. Does any body have any suggestion or is in a similar situation? I would really appreciate any advice.