For the national domestic violence thing going on in some chats here is my story

For the national domestic violence thing going on in some chats here is my story

When I was 18 I was rather rebellious so I decided to cheat on my soldier who was stationed in Germany with a man who was waaaayyyy to old for me he was 33 or 34!?!? Idk too old period but I got involved with this man and I thought the damn sunshine shone outta his ass he would come see me and hand 200-500 dollars tell me go do what I want with it well we discovered I was pregnant with my first child and it all kinda started to change he became more violent and aggressive and I was terrified of him one night I had texted my ex bf who was the soldier and apologized to him for being such a whore to him and begged him to forgive me which he did he shouldn't have but Ronnie wasn't hearing all that so he took my phone which I paid for and he smashed it to pieces well that was first glimpse of him being violent he bought me a new phone and he kept up with the bill so let's ff to when I was like 12 weeks pregnant he held a gun to my head know keep in mind he knew I was pregnant he held a gun to my head and told me that if I went back to school I'd find my brains all over my room the floor the walls etc so I dropped outta high school and the ff to when I was like 14-16 weeks pregnant I had a terrible yeast infection and I went to the bathroom to research some of the medicine they gave me well he woke up swore I was cheating on him pulled me outta the bathroom into my room and called me every name in the book and when I tried to explain to him what I was doing he threw my sewing machine at me my mom woke up and cussed him out called the cops and like a dumbass I didn't press charges well after that like a week later he gets me to his house and he literally held me hostage in his house pushed me downstairs and slept in front of the door so I couldn't sneak out and go home which was around the corner literally a 5m walk away well things went ok for a while then he wouldn't let me leave my house and when I did I'd either get cussed out or get beat same went for if I had a friend over IN MY HOUSE LOL 😂 well I walk his line till I have bentlee then I everything was good till I decided to dye my hair bentlee was born 8/10/12 this was 10/13/12 so bentlee was young so I dyed my hair and I had stepped out across the street to my friends house for a play date with bentlee and her son well I got trapped in my house with him and he got mad cause I dyed my hair black and was out of the house so when I stood up for myself he flipped over a coffee table at me and my daughter and if I had not turned to protect her she would've been killed well i didn't run so ff to April '13 he comes into my home throws me across my room and kidnapped bentlee called 5 min later and told me I'd never see my daughter again so I woke up a little and took papers out on him for domestic violence and went and got my kid this time I ran to a domestic violence shelter and my friends mom woke me up by telling me tara you need to leave this man alone cause if you don't you're gonna be in a 6ft cedar box and bentlee is just gonna be a memory that we all have and he's not seen our daughter since she was 8m old she's almost 5 now this guys killed my cats cause he didn't want me to have them like took my cat away from my house and put a bullet in its poor head and threw into a ditch and my other cat he killed her with a screwdriver by stabbing her in her eyes this man is a living nightmare but I got my daughter out of it