*I just gotta let this out*

*I just gotta let this out*

I hate the fact that I can't bring up the nerve to actually tell my family to basically shut the hell up about me going to a Catholic church.. its so annoying when my mom mocks what we do in church(she's Christian but was a catholic before she had kids). I can't really say I'm catholic I don't have my sacraments done yet I need to take the classes soon. also my sister is always like "padre? what are you catholic now?!" all I said was "oohhh mmmyyy ggoooddd don't start women"... I get it that my mom raised me in a Christian church but I never felt right, I was always forced to go to each church service and hated going, but now that I'm in a catholic church I feel better I feel like I belong there from the start... Idk how my mom is going to feel once she finds out I'm doing the classes and especially when I start to take the marriage classes to get married in the church(idk when I'm getting married ladies but my bf wants to). considering my family doesn't like my bf AT ALL because of whats happened during our relationship but he's changing finally that's why I'm giving this a last shot. I just hope they are supportive in my decisions...