I am hurt by your choices. That will not be ignored. I will not dismiss or hide my feelings to make you feel more comfortable about your choices. I told you it hurt me and you don't have to like it but I don't have to change it. I won't wear a happy face and pretend it's okay.. it's not. I won't engage in uncomfortable conversation because you want to talk, I won't let you touch my skin and snuggle under me when it makes me feel uncomfortable because you hurt me just to make it less stressful for you. I love you but you hurt me and that will be acknowledged. I will not pretend for the girls. They don't have to know the situation but they will know it's okay to be upset and you have a right to feel the way you do. No one should make you feel bad about feeling the way you do. You hurt me and I told you that, I am not nor do I have the strength to pretend it's anything other than what it is. I am not okay and you will not take that away because your done with the situation or tired of it. My feelings are here and will not be dismissed

Okay since I posted a "cute" pic of me, I feel the need to show you the "no makeup me" haha it's not pretty!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
If you know me, you see when people get into debates on here, I don't get involved unless I ask for peace. I don't do or say anything that would hurt anyone's feelings but I guess someone felt some type of way and decided to send me a nasty message basically making fun of my infertility struggle and saying how if I lost weight, I'd have my child...now I could say a lot of hurtful things but I won't. I won't stoop to your level but I will say infertility affects any and everyone, no matter the si...


Thank you for loving me, teaching me strength and showing me pure innocent love. I feel lost, empty and broken - but in time I will be okay, because I know you're okay and at peace. Enjoy your fun in fields of flowers and endless laughter my sweet girl. Know that you have made an impact on the world more than anyone can see because you are truly amazing and I thank God for the time he has given us with you. I love you always and forever my princess Diana.
Rest in peace my sweet girl 👑👼💜💋
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How much have you ladies gained so far ?? I've gained 64lbs 😳 my husband makes me feel shitty when I indulge by reminding me how hard it's gonna be to lose the weight once baby comes. I don't know if it hurts my feelings or pisses me off but my dr doesn't seem to be concerned about all this weight I've gained I started at 106lb so I was small to begin with. Talk about stressful
Thank you 😊