Yep, the anxiety didn't go away with my second, and don't think it will with my third either :/
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I got the Snuza monitor that clipped to my daughters diaper and it was a life saver!!! Seriously. Monitored her breathing at all times when I had it on her. :) I understand your concerns all too well!!
I had the same exact issue I still worry about it and my son is almost 2 lol. What helped me was getting a video monitor with sound also something that goes under the baby and detects breathing if it gets low an alarm goes off. It was not expensive at all btw. :)