I feel a little sad.. I have no friends and used to be close with my cuzns.. I don't drink and even…

I feel a little sad.. I have no friends and used to be close with my cuzns.. I don't drink and even before the baby I didn't anymore I'm almost 2 years without drinking but anyways I been seeing on snapchat my cuzns hanging out doing family stuff without me a lot lately with kids and no invite.. one of them is helping me with my baby shower tomorrow but yet I still feel so distant and forgotten..