Omg Bella just woke up screaming bloody murder to eat. She refused the BOOB! ugh I am so upset she…

Omg Bella just woke up screaming bloody murder to eat. She refused the BOOB! ugh I am so upset she wants the bottle probably for the flow. But Omg my breast has a few lumps since she didn't feed last night on that side. I could cry right now. I'm way to tired to try and pump it out...but I might have to! Whyyyyyy 😪😪😪😪😭😭😭😭😭